Q1. Where did you get those loves from?
Q2. Where those loves are comes from?
Q3. Why do my friend want to be my friend?
A1 – A3. That was questions post to me, a question that I cannot answer and also do not know how to answer. Only those that know me can answer for me.
Q4. Why are you willing to go out all your ways out for a family members or relatives or friends?
A4a. Do you believe that there are parents who think that the third child is gratuitous!
A4b. That is what I have been feeling and experiencing, ever since I was as young as a toddler I have been moving from one states to another and even to another countries. I do not remember any momentous event but a hapless victim. I feel outcast in my family through the way they treated me. I turn tail from my family, yet I was being slang, abuse in my previous marriage including my kids too being child abuse and now I am picking up the after affect pieces.
A4c. Friendship begin when I was in primary one before that there are no friends, Yet now I have many friends including those who are in overseas. During the early years when in the work force I used to call international calling to my overseas friends even the one in the States, to wish them Happy Birthday or Merry Christmas but at one point of my life due to the unforeseen circumstances I lost contact with a lot of friends. (Even if it happened about ten years or more, there is a friend of mine that I lost contact but three years ago miracles happened in my life and my friend evens though that faithful day I thought I see this friend of mine at the bus-stop yet I am not sure is that my friend due to the German accent. And by chance we happen to take the same bus, where my friend call my name.)
A4d. My mother left us due to lung cancer for three years already and father was due to heart attack and pass away thirteen years ago and buried in Penang. My mother left us just one day before my father 10th Anniversary. My kids and me, we have been paying respect to both of them especially on Mother’s Day, Father’s Day, Birthdays, Anniversary and Christmas. But pay respect to them are not easy for me because all my relatives and my siblings discourage me for visiting my parents.
A4e. While I am writing this, tomorrow at this time I am in the plane and on my way to attend a very special friend event . I am doing this because I told this friend before, I will support my friend in whatever my friend is doing and this friend had saved my life.
